Lonely less

There was nothing to look forward to
It was a time of sorrow
A time of remorse
time of regrets
Of loss
Pain
And suffering

Mind had gone numb without inspiration
Everything was still
Was quite
Slow
And unchanged

It was hopeless all the way through
I hoped it would turn out OK
Hoped it would turn out fine
It would turn out for the best
Turn out the way it would
Out like it should
How I intended it to be

But it wouldn't
Wouldn't but it
Wouldn't it but
But wouldn't it
It but wouldn't